pointless. absolutly pointless.

I have nothing really profound to say right now, but sometimes that is when the most life changing things come out. Somtimes its not. But I can dream!

I can say with 100% certainty that I am NOT the same person I was a year ago. I am not the same person I was a month ago. I have chaged so much. Isabelle and Ivan were right...and the changes are going to continue...I can feel it. I am so excited! I feel a little disconnected from the person I used to be, and the life I used to have. I think that is okay.

I still have not mourned for Peters death. It is not real to me at all. I don't think it ever will be. I won't ever get to say goodbye.

I love school. I had my very first client on Friday. I did a roller set for her. Her name was Phylis. I loved her. I really am excited to do hairdressing for a short while. I can't believe that something so fun could be a career. I need a job. I really badly need a job. Actually, I just need money. I need 2,000.00 dollars. If I had that, I would be set for the rest of school. I realized how hard it will be to work and be at school. Its complicated. Oh well.

I am supposed to be going to Cody's to watch The Little Rascals in a couple hours. I don't think it is going to happen as soon as I want it to. Cody is a precious character. He doesn't think he is. Its sad.

I am going to spend some time with the man of my heart now. (not Cody...just to be clear).

Bye.