Bliss!

Its September 11, 2007...and I have had one of the best days that I can remember. No sort of spectacular event happened or anything, but I just can't wipe this smile off my face. I feel lighter. I feel like there is nothing that can get me down.

Don't get me wrong, its not like nothing bad happened....lots of minor disappointments occured...but I seem to be unaffected.
I was on the bus coming home from school, and I started to laugh out loud. Just small giggles, but enough to make the people beside me squint in disgust. I got so excited for life that it felt like I was being tickled. Does that make sense? Its the only way I can describe the feeling.

Today, I feel like I can sing...and not care who hears me. I can't remember ever having a day in the past year where I have felt like that. I miss singing for fun. I miss the freedom in it.

I have been overwhelmed with Love this past week. I used to worry about my worth, and found it difficult to accept blessing in any form. Everything is changing in me. I don't even recognize that pauper in my spirit anymore.

Jessica Verner moved in on Saturday. I truly love her, she has awakened a smothered extravert in me that is happy to be fluffed up again. She has aided in more healing for my heart than she knows. I think she is (whats another word for amazing...that word is SO overused)...like the chorus of a song that you just HAVE to put on repeat for the whole day.

I miss Shosh, I hope she visits soon.

I adore school. It doesn't feel like school. It doesn't feel like work. It is like hanging out with friends who all have the same passions as you ALL day (its like the School of Ministry...with a focus on hair) (sort of...).

I am outy. PEACE LOVE and JOY for your week!